家宁不是一个好雇员，and he struggle everyday to find a "middle" way, to get alignment with the environment he have to work with. Meanwhile to keep hopes and dreams in maximun level.
2 things bearing in is mind:
Following the existing "example" by "example" to keep a model life.
or
Life is an either a daring adventure or nothing.
If jianing can get such mature advices he would have more ideas how to deal with troubles, thanks really very much for your comment!
